Let it play out. That's all I could think as I was hopping on busses and off busses after the marathon, wandering streets looking for things I didn't know I was looking for, yawning to correct nausea and holding my pounding head, sweating and malnourished, sharing the back seat of a bus with 5 gracious Thais, all of us trying to make it back to Chang Mai for different reasons on a Sunday night...feeling like I was going to die, convinced that every moment I survived would only strengthen my lines in this life...
